Thursday, February 22, 2018

Zigging Road


Zigging Road

By Armando Ortiz


On the splendid heights of dreams, the size of Himalayan Mountains, where you find sacred crystal streams.

Is how I feel when I hear your voice and the words that reach my ears put all frustrations at rest.

But I wonder where these rivers will take me.

Will I meander through gentle ravines and silent valleys where the water glides through the surface of the earth?

Will the journey lead us to violent clashes and tumultuous rapids that slam onto boulders of granite.

This dream turned reality is uncertain and I wonder how much longer am I able to handle the twists and turns of these unknown rivers that become asphalt.

You told me of a deeper good that can be found dwelling in my heart and of the service given to communities.

You were eager to hear my daily battles with youth and told me it was just normal situations in a teacher’s life.

But I feel like I can’t help you, your course of travel has been turbulent and chaotic with an ebb and flow of violence, and how am I to respond to such realities?

I'm there to listen, but can’t stop you from reminiscing about those days.

Uncertainty with the future is a double edge maze.

Do I want to complicate my life with more problems?

Does that plastic water bottle have vodka?

Is that where your fear of loneliness stems?

Should I not care and just enjoy the ride?

Jumping out before the raft sinks to the bottom of rushing waters or right before it flies off a waterfall cliff?

What is love?

What is patience?

Where does kindness lie?

Can it be found under a soothing voice or in the laughter of a mermaids’ pleasure?

Can it be found in my pleadings to cease the drinking?

Cease the mourning?

In many ways you were my rescuer, but I soon found that you too were barely afloat, and disheveled after tempestuous rapids and crazy roads.

A siren swept by the violent waters of a typhoon.

You’ve reached the bottom many times, but have you truly touched the surface of the volcano?

I don’t cry as I did when I let go of your hand at the airport that first time, but there is just an interminable sadness that surrounds me like an aura of uncertainty.

Life is so unstable and with you the ground seemed firm, but what is up ahead and what will we face?

Will you demand your luxurious lifestyle and eat out every day or settle for a common man’s life home cooked meals?

Will you be glad with simple clothes and a gentle warm hand?

I aimed too high and seemed to have fallen to the ground and it appears that whoever I meet is on shaky ground or doesn’t want me around.

I miss you, and love you, and so I think of you, but I have to let go, for your sanity and mine. 


Monday, January 15, 2018

Valley Oak


Valley Oak

By Armando Ortiz


Valley oak tree,

deeply grounded

roots mingling

with barren gully


like a standing pompom

its long branches

block the So Cal heat

soft winds makes one ponder


Unmoving tree

with dark brown skin

having reached

its farthest boundary


Continuing the cycle

with falling acorn

fattening bounty


Deer feeding

and dying in silence

while red tail hawks circle

watching coyotes dancing


Beautiful lady

baked by the sun

standing naked

like an autumn dream


Go to that canyon spring

and there say a sacrament

for something to happen


For you to become her

and I to turn into a mountain


Sunday, January 7, 2018

Mojave Road


Mojave Road

By Armando Ortiz


Mojave

A vast land of unknown


Vulnerable desert tortoise

entitled to cross Mojave roads

fetus eggs hidden in Yucca groves.


What if it was a trans-gendered crawler

would it be protected by human law

slowly moving on asphalt only touching it with claws.


Mojave

under the sun it glows.


The diversity of the desert terrain

is it evidence based or an optical illusion

the desert needs a voice and inclusion.


SUV crushing a baby turtle

means the extinction of this rare creature

and that is my science based conclusion.


Mojave

black light crawlers put on a show.


Malibu Creek State Park


Camping in California: Malibu Creek State Park
By Armando Ortiz
This little oasis of rolling hills, slanted mountains and oak trees is a stone’s throw away from the big city. This is what Malibu Creek State Park is to me and ought to be to everyone. It’s located less than an hour from downtown LA offering miles of trails to enjoy. There is a creek that runs through the park which makes a popular rock pool. I decided to check this place out a few weeks after going there with a friend and enjoying a long hike that took us to the M.A.S.H. set. This is a great place so its best to arrive early, set up camp, set up a picnic table, and enjoy all that is to do there.
            I missed my check in a day before, but arrived before noon the next day. Set up my tent, had lunch, read a book, went to buy firewood (there’s an Albertsons nearby). After returning I went for a short walk, and after that cooked an incredible dinner over the fire. I went to sleep a bit early, a bit weary that the neighbors would keep me up, but everything pretty much quieted down after 10pm. Though I do recall two lines that I heard from my someone nearby, one, “I need my Starbucks, lets go get some Starbucks,” and two, “I want to go home, I don’t like being here.” Needless to say the majority of the people leave by 8 in the morning.
            Woke up early, made breakfast and went on a long hike. Returned to my spot, took down my tent and packed my car. I was out of the park by noon. Great spot to enjoy what was once common all over Southern California, arid environment where oasis of desert shrubs and plants shared the earth with imposing oaks.

This is definitively a place to visit if you like hiking, because there are lots of trails. There are different levels of trails for different levels of difficulty from beginner walks where you follow a flat trail that takes you to information panels giving you a history lesson of the place. Some of the more challenging trails can be steep and long, which are perfect for the trail runner and long distance hiker. 

Saturday, January 6, 2018

Break of Light


Break of Light

By Armando Ortiz


Break of light

emerging from the night


The beginning has arrived

the start of the day is fast approaching


Dawn’s sky is the pacific

reflecting its image in a vast ocean


Stars glitter like black mica flakes

flickers of people rising from the night


Welcoming the rays of a sunburst

embarking on a journey of life


canoes begin crossing the seas to islands

from this world to the next.


Break of light

emerging from the night


Some awaken into a prolonged slumber

at the cusp of birth


All sides see color explosions

and wonders in all directions


Life conceived

we emerge crying


Into a sea of emotions

and endless possibilities.


Saturday, December 30, 2017

Return


Return

By Armando Ortiz


I want to return to my youth

where I saw untouched landscapes

and from my youth to that imagination

where parking lots were dense forests.


Will I play with diecast cars?


Return


I want to go back to that mind

that saw the Yosemite valley

and from that mind to the eyes

that see the coast expand before me.


Will talking sea-lions and coyotes be there?


Return


With every blink of the eyes

I'm transported to that collective memory

in the eternal conception of time.


Will the sky be as blue as it is today?


Return


I want to be in the land of stone and water

and return to a world forever remembered

crashing waves and misty fog greeting me

seagulls and warblers talking to each other.


Will those sounds be there?


Return


Sunday, December 17, 2017

Embers


Embers

by Armando Ortiz


The music stopped

idyllic melodies came to an end.


Her kiss

carved on his mind

left him floating in smoke


the central coast

forever virgin

together camp they broke.


Returning there

always reminds him of the time


they found lost canyons

and saw hidden grandfather trees


but she was looking for true love

and all he knew were magical places.


She thought he was interested in

better things, but all he wanted

was a smile that meshed with the present,


a memento of them

enjoying the simple things of life.


There were sparks,

and fires were lit


she left him sweltering

and now everything is dead


limbs, legs and mind are exhausted

the ground completely burned.


She flew while he scorched,

and the cold winds blew


feeding embers through the night.


Sunday, December 10, 2017

Comforts of Night


Comforts of Night

By Armando Ortiz


Moon rays bombard

the anchored boats


Off the coast

they sway


We follow owls

through the night


Evening desert winds

pass through the canyon


Blowing out

to the silent bay


While your hand

feels my back


Rustling leaves

flood the arroyos


The cool oven jet streams

feed our burning fire


We sleep naked

warming each other


Mockingbirds

cut across


Manzanita trees

surround us


We embrace

under a blanket


The night is a starry splendor

sleepless but fully awake


We enter each other’s eyes

and find comfort


Saturday, December 9, 2017

Montana De Oro State Park: Road Trips from Los Angeles

Morro Bay at a distance
Camping in California: Montana De Oro State Park
By Armando Ortiz
Watching the sun go down.
I drove through the area where this campsite is located a few years ago. It was past midnight and I was coming from Nor. Cal., the sky was onyx, and the moon’s light reflected on the coastal waters, like an old Mayan carving made of obsidian. At times I could see the white of the ocean water that was crashing onto the coastal crags. The tree groves seemed to just grow wild along the side of the road. This time around I came here to camp and to do some hiking.
Montana de Oro State Park is a very beautiful park that has lots to offer to any visitor. This park is located along the coast of Los Osos, which is about ten to fifteen miles west of San Luis Obispo. Along the way to the park one can find convenient stores and grocery stores where you can stock up on goods. The park gets heavily visited by day hikers, college students and people that are into outdoor sports.
My camp at Montana De Oro
I camped on the Environmental Site 1. Finding parking lot where I had to leave my car was not difficult, but the spot where I’d set up my tent was initially tough to find, but eventually I did. Initially I was a bit unsure of the location where I’d be staying for the night. My site was a quarter of a mile away from my car, and I seemed to be unprepared for a hike. After setting camp, and relaxing I discovered that there was a trail to hike right next to my location. In addition, the coastal sand bluffs were a few minutes away walking. I’d never been or seen such a place. The sand bluffs were new to me. I’d never been to coastal dunes, which make for some majestic photos.
Wild buck at a distance
As I climbed a dune I saw a wild buck. I tried getting closer, but still keeping a fairly good distance from it and took some photos of the wild deer. After having a light snack, and seeing the sun set, I began making my way back hiking around some more and once the sky began to darken returned to camp.During the night coyote visited me, it was outside the tent, all I could see what the shadow that its body created after I turned on the lamp. The rustling eucalyptus trees had woken me up as the midnight wind blew. Nights speckled with shinny pearls and owls watched my every move. Throughout the night coastal waves said, everything would be alright.
Morning at Montana De Oro State Park
In the morning I had instant oatmeal with a packet of trail mix. The tweet of fly catcher families greeted my morning walk.  As I headed towards to my car I saw butterflies float bye. They seemed to be following the northeastern sun. They seemed to be fluttering their wings, like black eyelashes on mocha skin. They moved gently, as if following the push of the breaking wind.

While I hiked the cliffs, a Condor glided bye and followed the edge of sand cliffs. I couldn’t help to imagine an aged cuirass protecting a soldier from an old armada galleon setting foot on the coast. Climbing these sand dunes for god and glory and finding maidens sitting, watching the sun go down. The smell of wild sage and sweet blossoms mixing with the desperate sweat of danger and opportunity, for a moment a flash crossed my mind.

Sunday, December 3, 2017

Leo Carrillo State Park: Road Trips from Los Angeles

The sun sets at Leo Carrillo beach.
Camping in CaliforniaLeo Carrillo State Park
 By Armando Ortiz
Camp site 59, at Leo Carrillo State Park.
Its Thanksgiving break, the weather is cooler, and during this time Angelinos tend stay indoors. So I decided to see if there were any campsites available. I logged on to the California state parks website and found site 59, which was available for the night.
            Leo Carrillo State Park is at the edge of Malibu, so it took about an hour to get to the park when coming from Los Angeles. Right before arriving I stopped by the Pavilions up the road and bought lunch and dinner. I arrived at the park, checked in and went to my spot. Lots of squirrels scattered as I got out of my car, and scanned the area. I sat on the wooden bench and ate my lunch. Then I set up my camp, and went for a walk. The sites to the left and right of me were empty though online it appeared that they’d been reserved.
Leo Carrillo tide-pools.
            The state park is filled with old California oaks, making the walk to the beach a pleasant one, which took about 10 minutes. The sun was setting, and rocks jutted out of the beach creating a large area of tide pools. A few minutes later I headed north, trudging through the sand, and sat on top of a cliff and saw the sun set.
            At night the neighbors across from my camp were loud; a lady’s laugh sounded like a scandalous parrot, and didn’t stop talking till around 11pm. People shatter doesn’t compare to the sound of cars speeding up the road that borders the park. Mullholland Highway is next to the park.

            Overall, this is a nice place to visit and camp. It seems more family oriented than other campsites, since there are tide-pools and beaches, being very kid friendly. To wrap things up, I highly recommended for families and for a nice romantic outing with that special someone. I imagine that in the summer nights are long and the park is always filled to the brim.
California oak at Leo Carrillo State Park.

Sunday, November 19, 2017

Latin Quarter, Paris


Norte-Dame de Paris and the Seine River.



Latin Quarter, Paris
By Armando Ortiz

St. Michel station area.
Evenings in Paris are an extension of summer afternoons, there is still plenty of sunlight even at ten o’clock in the evening. So when I arrived in Paris at around 6pm there was time to go to my room, wait for the host that showed up about an hour late. They offered me a sampling of French cheese, and was still able to get on the subway and take a 30 minute ride to the St. Michel station, which left me at the edge of the Latin Quarter and a few feet away from Norte-Dame Cathedral.
First meal spot.
I recall stepping out of the station at around 9pm and seeing the old church. It was lit up with florescent bulbs shooting light upwards. It looked serene. I walked towards the structure, and to my right was the Shakespeare and Company book store, where Woody Allen had appeared on one of his latest films. Numerous tourist roamed the church square. Norte-Dame de Paris was built over a two hundred year span, and completed in 1345, though additions and updates have been made since its beginning as a holy shrine. I came to church area and saw the statue of Charlemagne, King of the Franks and the Holy Roman Empire. The barbarian king had converted to Christianity and adopted old Roman ways. Napoleon Bonaparte had been crowned King of France in that Medieval Hall. I sat on the concrete benches, and saw other foreign tourists and young locals pass bye. I also watched the local grey rats run across the walkway and sprint by the edges of sacred sanctuary, roaming its perimeter collecting left over food or loose paper to insulate their nests.
After a while I decided to walk around the paved alleys of the Latin Quarter. I leisurely started towards the bustling area, looking at all the different restaurants and the food being sold. That first night was exciting to say nonetheless. My first meal- a crepe filled with glazed pieces of chicken, mushrooms, and cheese was a good introduction to the local tourist diet. The cheese must have been good because it was strong and gooey, though coming from the states it might have been too much. In the states the strongest I have had has been sharp cheddar. The place was narrow and could seat ten people at most. I had the feeling of being in an old wooden ship, and was docking in Paris.
Pantheon.
For the next ten days that I’d be in Paris, St. Michel would be my destination, to take the red bus, to walk to other historic structures like the Orsay, to eat, to people watch, and look at beautiful women walk bye. But one of my more memorable treks after emerging from the St. Michel station was on my second to last day, and walking up the hill to check out the Pantheon on my. The subway stop is at the foot of the hill and along the edge of the Seine River. From the station its one long hike up next to paved roads and buildings belonging to the Soborne University cover the rest of the land that greet you like a stoic crowd silently paying respects to you. When I got to the mausoleum I was not allowed to enter. The bottle of wine that I had just purchased was not allowed into the premises since it a glass container. So the time that I had spent resting on one of the giant benches next to the converted church, opening the glass container and taking sips, turned out to be a bad idea. Once I realized that I could put the wine inside my plastic bottle the building containing the remains of famous people like Rousseau and Voltaire, was closed.

I looked at my map determined to do something and optimistic of the day’s unfolding. I decided to visit some historic places of the English literary world. James Joyce, Hemingway and Orwell had lived just a few meters away from the Pantheon. I headed there and wondered- how life there could have been in the early 20th century. I found their flats, which looked nondescript, but with plaques posted on the outside walls giving some quick info on their former occupants. I decided to walk further up while I stared and photographed the Hemingway apartment.  Soon, I saw people and lots of movement at the top of the hill, and as I got there noticed folks eating along the edges of street, the restaurants were full, and the patrons seemed more interested in relaxing than being inside. A lot of people looked like movie stars, writers, just a bit healthier and more alive with a definite hop to their step and ha to their laughter and completely comfortable with themselves. Children and adolescents ate ice cream and families rested on the shaded area at the center of the intersection. The leaves of the tree were light green and delicately let the cool afternoon air pass through like nets that let the water be forever free.
Evening meal by the river.
So after reaching the top and walking down the other side I was intrigued, this was the Latin Quarter and on my map it showed where Orwell worked as a dishwasher. I kept wandering through this labyrinth of segmented realities, where one way led you to another direction, showing you ways through Paris’ ventricles, arteries and veins- I was just checking stuff out. The number of bistros really surprised me because I’d never been to such a place. Being that I was on top of a hill the clouds looked like dough and the sky a rich indigo. I was definitively going to be spending my lunch money here. I ended up having Iranian food which had the tastiest kabobs I had had in a while, the last time being at a Jewish Iranian wedding. 
After finishing lunch, I walked around some more till I found a really nice bakery and bought a day old baguette at half price. Next, I wandered into a convenient store where I bought some Spanish olives and sausages. Know I was set for the coming hours and would be able to continue my walk about. Later, as I sat by the river, I couldn’t help to think of how when a door closes so many other possibilities open up, maybe my situation back in Los Angeles would improve and the outlook on love looked better than when I had boarded the airplane to France. I was in the same area the next day and had a classic French dish, and visited Voltaire’s resting place, paying my respects. I wandered around the same streets that captivated me the previous day, for one last time.
Voltaire.

Sunday, October 29, 2017

Pieces of Light


Pieces of Light

By Armando Ortiz


The world is a jet stream that takes him to world divine,


and if he conducts with respect he won’t be condemning himself to die,


but if passing to the next life a condemned man,


then let that light hit like a bullet, as the first ringing of a bullseye.


Walk and talk with truth and deep valleys with flowery meadows


will not only be recorded from his eye,


but that warm texture of soft hands that make ephemeral mudra signs


will guide the way, to the other side of the divine


that texture of time will be with him till eternity


and all that’s left is but a nothing dark night.


Friday, September 1, 2017

Montemartre, Paris

Sacre Coeur, Montemarte, Paris by Armando Ortiz
Sacre Coeur

Montemartre, Paris
by Armando Ortiz
Mars
            I’d gone to visit my friend, Scott, and sat on the couch, talking about personal matters –former lover contacting me, my current emotional state, and my overall state in light of many other concerns. Then I asked what he had been doing. He’d been watching some YouTube videos on the breakdown of Greek gods. I saw listed there before me, Mars meaning Ares, God of War. Then it hit me like a flash. I am an Aries, and was born in March. I’d just returned from a trip to Paris, and there visited Sacre Couer in Montemartre, where the church is located. Montemartre means the mountain of Mars. I had returned to that spot a second time before leaving the city the next day, to see the sunset. I’d read about its history in passing but never really made the connection. That last day though, I saw the clouds gently move and separate, like cotton candy being stretched with one’s fingers. The sky slowly turned champagne, rose and as the sun slowly sunk became a dark zinfandel.

Aries
            I told Scott that I was born in March, under the Aries sign. To make things more provocative I also mentioned to him that the constellation next to Aries was Persus, which was an eerie coincidence that my first name was Percy. I was a bit surprised to realize that Montmartre was my mountain. I was mostly taken by Sacre Coeur’s white washed dome and pillars. It was one of the newer basilicas, one a hundred years old, but being that it was on top of a mount, it gives great views of Paris. You can also see the imposing church from the Eifel Tower and other parts of Paris, so if it wasn’t the tower it was the church on mount mars that oriented me and in many ways reminded me that I was in Paris.

Eiffel Tower at a distance
            On my first visit to the church I’d wandered its streets and taken a multiplicity of photographs on my phone. I saw foreigners with “selfie sticks” trying haphazardly to take pictures of themselves. What has happened with asking a stranger for a photo? Not that I went out of my way to offer help. Many faces from different places around the world sat on the steps and just gazed out looking at the city, talking, laughing, and contemplating amongst friend, with an occasional sip of their beer or wine. Some people even had picnics happening in the grassy area of the stairs that lead down to Place Saint-Pierre. All was well on top of mount Mars, and for a person born in March under the Aries sign, things couldn’t have been better.


Sacre Coeur at a distance.